It all started when i join this G4m webgroup thingie. It's a website for PLU's to get to know each other. at first i just notice his existence without even thinking of getting to know him more. But after a few months spending in this kind of world, we started to get in touch and i'm currently in a relationship with him. But the thing is, I'm fucking scared right now. Not because of getting hurt by him but on the contrary, i'm scared that i couldn't love him as much as he do. He's not that goodlooking to me, but to me i should give a shot because i know there's sumtin about him that a lot of people are missing about him.
He's nice, sweet and kind. Though he lack on looks, but he's personality and attitude just made me feel for the first time that i'm loved. I feel it's not fair if i reject him. i know i can learn to love him and starting to fall far him little by little. Coz there's no point of loving someone that u can't have and won't love you back. I told everything about me and what i felt currently to him and he totally understand and said that he would love me no matter what. I just wish i could love him as much as he loves me right now. I just wish i could forget all the people think i fell for previously. Life would be much better like that. But i believe in myself that one day i could love him completely. And i know he would wait for me by then.
I will try my best to be faithful to me coz this is the first time i felt like i'm loved by someone. I just wanna love him soo much rite now. Sayang, even though currently i dun love u as much as u love me, but just give me time and i know that one day i will love u more than u could imagine.
He's nice, sweet and kind. Though he lack on looks, but he's personality and attitude just made me feel for the first time that i'm loved. I feel it's not fair if i reject him. i know i can learn to love him and starting to fall far him little by little. Coz there's no point of loving someone that u can't have and won't love you back. I told everything about me and what i felt currently to him and he totally understand and said that he would love me no matter what. I just wish i could love him as much as he loves me right now. I just wish i could forget all the people think i fell for previously. Life would be much better like that. But i believe in myself that one day i could love him completely. And i know he would wait for me by then.
I will try my best to be faithful to me coz this is the first time i felt like i'm loved by someone. I just wanna love him soo much rite now. Sayang, even though currently i dun love u as much as u love me, but just give me time and i know that one day i will love u more than u could imagine.
