It has been 6 years since i wrote anything here. Life has been good since the last time i am here. I have changed my job. I have a boyfriend who loves me unconditionally. I love him. So much that i just realised if recently. 

Just last week Adam has stop texting and didn’t respond fo my call. I was at a gathering with a bunch of friends. That’s where i met Faiz. A young 29 years old bloke whose looks alone can make your legs feels like jelly. On top of that he has amazing personality. It goes without saying every participants in the gathering was/is interested in him. I am not excluded. 

We got along well. Humbled by his looks and timid. But very keen in initiating conversation. It is as if an introverted person is struggling to understand the functionality of socialising. 

Right after the gathering he kept on texting me until i realised that i am falling for him. Deeper and deeper. I am glad that i am much more matured and well experienced with this kind of things now. Cutting it off early so it wont be that severe. 

It was blissfull to have someone that u had a crush on paying attention to u until u realise he didn’t like u. and that is totally fine. The emotion, feeling, the entire experience is still valuable to me. Letting me know i am still capable of falling in love.