Tribute to Alyssa Liyana

Tue diah… Nak hupdate blog tetibe cite pasal sorang diva nie hah. Ape nak cakap? Hehe, di memang sah aku dah takde keje skang kan. So aku rase better just cite pasal orang2 yang aku kenal dulu larr. Skang nie start ngan Alyssa Liyana, next posting akan cite pasal mak hayam besar laqueen/bb iaitu Viviana Abdullah Lee. Muakakaka.. Jangan mara ibu. Nanti cepat tua plak.. ahahhaahks.

So nak cite sket pasal Alyssa Liyana nih. Name penuh die ialah Tengku Alyssa Rihanna Alia Liyana Binti Tengku Daniel Haqym Robertson. The meaning of the name Alyssa which came from the greek word (klik sini for wikipedia explaination) pon maksud dia “rational” *tang mana rational nye gue sendrik tataw! LOL!. Anak kepada Tengku Daniel yang merupakan seorang Plutokrat yang ternama di Negara-negara seperti Indonesia, Afrika Selatan, Papua New Guinea, Myanmar dan beberapa Negara dunia ketiga. Untuk sesiapa yang tatau ape tue ahli plutokrat silalah klik disini eak. Rujukan dapat dari wikipedia.

To live up to her father’s reign in power, she was sent to a private school in UK in Elizabeth College, Guernsey. During her years in that school, she also took martial arts as her extra-curricular activities. Just before graduating high school, she gained a black belt in taekwondo and karate-do and furthermore she mastered all the 8-Dans required to get to the highest level in the karate-do’s black belt examination. Then she went to Oxford University majoring in Nuclear Physics (Energy and Resource department). By scoring an average pointer of 3.97, it is not surprising that she’s offered to do her PhD Nuclear Energy. Her Phd research entitiled “ Subatomic Nuclear Particle as the Source of Energy for the Future in Aerospace Technology” won the gold medal in the Geneva’s Technological Convention.

After obtaining her PhD in Oxford, she got a job offer in NASA in the Analytical Energy Research Dept. By joining the team at the age of 22, she’s considered as one of the youngest team in NASA. Yet, by being young she also proved to them that she’s equally smart and better in fact from some of the people there. But being bright and smart even though something to be proud of, but still she couldn’t satisfy herself since her passion is to be a showgirl. So after a year in NASA, she quit the job and move back to Malaysia to live up to her passion. But it is not an easy decision since she’s objected by her family. But hoping that someday that they will understand, she ran away and start making her own choice in her life for the first time.

Starting off her career in local showgirl industry is pretty tough. Moreover in Malaysia it is considered as not recognizable as a job at all. But determined by her passion she kept on pursuing it no matter what is/are the obstacle ahead. To start of her career as a showgirl, she got acquainted with a famous showgirl Ms.Sheeda Pookey. Her first debut was in Down Under Club@Nu School Discotheque singing Unfaithful by Rihanna. From there, a life turning experience for has begun. People were caught awestruck by her tremendous performance. Clubs after clubs keep calling her for a show despite the heavy fee that they have to pay. Being famous also came with a price. Though most of the people love her, but there are some people who’s just couldn’t stand to see people being successful. Comments like “ Alyssa boleh dijadikan pentas untuk dipijak” and “Layak ke nak pakai baju hatta, tengok badan la” are some of the hate-mail at that time. But she kept on being determine and strong, ignoring what people say and pursue to be the best in the industry.

NEXT – Part 2: LOVE, LIES AND BETRAYAL

I Love You Enough To Let You Go....

Finally it ended. Exactly at 06:43:21 a.m, 17th December 2007 to be exact my relationship with him is over. I have to lie to him. I said that I dun love you anymore, but for a fact is i still do very much. It's just that i know if i keep this going on any longer both of us going to suffer. I just couldn't be what you want me to be. I think it's best if you find somebody who's truly your type of guy. Somebody who's truly romantic, caring, lovable... cute and cuddly. I just couldn't be all those things. Furthermore, you still couldn't accept for a fact that you and your ex are nothing now. But still everytime u bump into him, stumble upon him, u cried till there's no more tears already. I felt sorry yet intimidated at the same times. I kept on thinking whether you would be like this everytime u heard his name. I just couldn't bear with it anymore. Call me selfish or watever, but i dun my love to be share with someone else. You are perfect to me. Nice, kind thoughtful, caring... Just when you kept on comparing myself with your ex it hurts like hell. Yes he was the best thing that had ever happen to you. But that was back then. he was your past. so just move on. i've been patient and given u a lot of chances. but still his name kept on popping out from your lips. That's why i've made the decision to let you go. I just dun want to waste my love towards somebody who's still love someone else. I dun want to be considered as "The Replacement". I'm so sorry. But if u think i'm too greedy to ask for any of this, then i'm better off without any love at all....

WHY???!!!!

"Some people say how wonderful it is/was to fall in love. Being able to love somebody and knowing that the person loves u back. But it's not the same case for me. I love him very much, but he said he didn't feel any of the love. he said i'm just toying with his feelings. he asked me to be more romantic, which i tried but i just couldn't. Why can't u just see that?! i admit that our sex life is a bit monotonous. i couldn't give u what u want coz i just couldn't. but that doesn't mean that i love u any less. Losing u is like a nightmare to me. But each and every second i feel like ur drifting farther and farther from me. I hate it. i hate everythin that i feel rite now. i wanna hate u but all i hate is the fact that i love u. I hate that i love u soo much...!"