WHY???!!!!

"Some people say how wonderful it is/was to fall in love. Being able to love somebody and knowing that the person loves u back. But it's not the same case for me. I love him very much, but he said he didn't feel any of the love. he said i'm just toying with his feelings. he asked me to be more romantic, which i tried but i just couldn't. Why can't u just see that?! i admit that our sex life is a bit monotonous. i couldn't give u what u want coz i just couldn't. but that doesn't mean that i love u any less. Losing u is like a nightmare to me. But each and every second i feel like ur drifting farther and farther from me. I hate it. i hate everythin that i feel rite now. i wanna hate u but all i hate is the fact that i love u. I hate that i love u soo much...!"