A chapter for a friend

Unrequited love is one of the greatest. It stays forever, and it never dies. One of the greatest quote that I’ve heard tonight. Heard that one of my friend is admitted to the hospital due to brain infection. It never gets to me until now that it sounds bloody serious.

For all the time that I’m there, then it occurs to me that I’ve known that guy. We’ve hanged out. We’ve talked. We’ve even shagged before. I paused the drama that I was watching whilst reading a status updated by a friend of mine;. “…. Felt guilty unable to visit him”. Now for more than ever I felt the biggest guilt conjuring inside me. Thinking what have I done. What might happen if I didn’t go there in time.

I really liked him. I mean not in a weird way. In a friendship kind of way. We never get good friends very often, and when we do have one, we tend to keep them as long as we can. As time passed by, we’ve manage to live our lives in separate ways. We’ve lost contact. Then we kept in contact again. On and off. I’ve always known he is sick. But never could I expected that it was this serious. Then it hits me that I could have lost him forever without spending enough time with him.

I could never forgive myself if that happens. I know I haven’t been such a great friend. We’ve not even pass the border of “best friends” yet. We kept it low and simple. More than an acquaintance, less than a lover. This is the first time I write about him. I knew he wrote about me before in his previous blog which I haven’t got a chance to read it since he closed it down decades ago. I just wished he would’ve forgive me. I mean for all the stuff that I’ve done to him.

He’s the greatest actors I knew so far. He could still laugh and fool you and still be in a great pain. I guess that’s why everybody loves him. Started out as a nerd, and now he’s a grown man. Never could’ve believe that.

Get well soon Mr. Ameer Zachery. We all love you and keep up the courage.

Always been here,
Shaku

Adam Edited

Red Vs Blue ( By RoosterTeeh)

Yeah guys!

currently i'm freakin obsessed watching Red vs Blue from youtube. They're hilarious and furthermore they're actually in their 5th season right now which is totally COOL!!!!

i pasted the first episode just for you guys to watch





yeah, i opened a twitter account just for the guys who's actually reading this saying that blogger is actually lame... (personally i think maybe you guys just started to learn how to read... hence the level of comprehension for people like 'you guys' might not reach the level for bloggers like us... as a blogger, i would try to understand your situation and pity you for not being educated in earlier times since your mom might be too stupid to educate you guys!)

yeah... about the twitter webby, just click here to get to the website. And for the mentally retarded, don't worry, i will put a hyperlink in my website just in case you can't find where's "here" is.

i guess that's it then. Dunno what else to spill my brains on this crappy pc.

C ya!

Hanging out with Adam

After a year of silence i guess this is the time for me to keep track of my blogging days.

spent my time with my lovely nephew...

don't want to write much... so here goes. hahahaks

Retrochronoatrium

Being in love has soooo many obstacles that i have to understand and overcome. But being in love also made me realize that i've been abandoning my frens quite a lot. It's not because he didn't allow me to hang out (technically... maybe so) but it's just with the work and all made my time with my friends a bit limited.

Today actually was just a normal boring day. I switched on my YM and just chat with my close frens for a while. But then someone start to pop-up under "my online list".

IT'S SUPERMAN!

Damn, why the hell after so long of missing in action, he went visible on me.

I ignored him at first, but he buzzes me so many times that i have to comply with a reply. After chatting with him for quite a while, listening to him explaining and what not, i realised that i still have the same feeling towards him as last time.

That is NOT GOOD! I have someone right now, and why NOW you appear back into my life and wrote on your status message " I think i like you lois, marry me?" Fuck men!

Who would've thought The Great Superman return from the dead...

Now i'm confused.....

Erk....

Got this... So happy!

Question

If people said LOVE is one of the most beautiful event that would occur in your life,

WHY THE HELL DOES IT HURT SO BAD??????