"Pain pays the income of each precious things-William Shakespeare"

Arinie aku kuar tgk wayang kat Mid Valley ngan Anuar Razali. Die nie aku dah chat lame dah kat YM cume tak penah jumpe jer. So aku membuat inisiatif why not just kuar tgk wayang and sambil-sambil tue buat kawan baru skali kan? So tadi sampai-sampai jer tgk la cite Horton Hears Who *see it's not a question but rather a statement kan?*

Dengan keadaan yang sangat lapar nye aku pon pegi la beli tiket ngan mamat nieh. Pas beli tgk2 show lagi 15 menet so tak sempat la kalo aku nak pegi makan kat McD seblah tue. So aku pon tapau la thinking that maybe i can eat it later in the movies kan. Tup..tup mase nak masok tue budak yang jaga tiket tue kate McD tak bleh bawak masok dalam plak... aku cam motippp???? Slalu aku bawak masok ok sajorkk, nie time2 aku lapar bebenor le tak dapat nak bawak masok.. SENTAP!!!

So the movie was great la. Gelak2 sampai tak tahan nak tahan perot aku nieh hah! So kuar-kuar jer pegi la makan kat McD seblah ittew. Aku tau die order Fillet-O-Fish and aku makan Spicy Chicken McDeluxe yang aku tapau tadik tueh. Disebabkan kesejukan yang melampau kot sampai aku tak tahan tue sebab aku jadik lapar sangat sampai aku beli lagik satu burger Quarter Pounder. Memang kenyang gile-gile lah kannn??!!

So abis jer makan sume2 and rase cam dah rinse lepak ngan mamat nieh *hiks!

aku pon berangkut la pulang...separately occay! Baru jer jalan dua tiga tapak dari McD tue aku ternampak Hanjing Lina Juling a.k.a Effie(for people who don't know who he is just click here and here). So just say hi hi and bye bye jer la. Tak sembang sangat pon.

So dah sampai center court member aku si Syahmi plak msg cakap:

Syahmi (pose tido katenye tapi tetap cute eakk.. ko ADO?!)

Syahmi: " Ni nombor baru aku 012-3******"

Aku : "Haih, baru tukar nombor dah tukar lagik kew? Sanggup kan demi cinta! *hiks"

Pastu tak semena2 die call aku tanye aku kat mane, aku pon cakap la aku kat Mid Valley lagik. Kebetolan plak die ngan awek die kat sane gak. Ajak aku join skali *actually die datang nak suh aku abiskan Big Apple nye donut ittew.. Hanjeng sangat!!!

So tengah-tengah aku dok sembang and interview awek baru die ittew dapat message dari Ratu Kepok:

Ratu Kepok : "Ko kat mane?"

Aku : " Kat Mid, kenapa nyehh?"

Ratu Kepok : " Bace blog Isis Natasha Ayatullah skang!"

dalam hati aku memang dah berdebar sebab aku rase aku tau sangat ape cite ittew. Aku pon dengan bergegas gerak la dari Mid ittew and sampai-sampai jer kat rumah aku online and bukak blog die. Memang seperti yang kujangka. Die tulis pasal Ratu Penampar. So aku pon bace and bace la. So disini aku ada la beberapa komen pasal Ratu Penampar:

"The thing is that i don't have any problems with you. I just state what's in the blog just to say what is/was in my mind. Like I said, If there's any problem concerning ourselves, we have to look at ourselves first before we can blame other people and for that i think everbody should know their part already. Sometimes we can't stand what people are saying since we cannot accept the truth. But honey, the truth really hurts ALL THE TIME! I know that you've experience that yourself because your started using drugs because of the truth that you faced right? I didn't say that the way you handle the problem is wrong. Nobody should question how people handle their problems as long as they could move on to the next phase later on. But when you handle your problem, please keep in mind that you don't want to involve other people in you problems either directly or indirectly; in your case, slapping people since you've lost your patience.

Ignorance is bliss, but to me, in my opinion, if you have a problem, try to settle it rationally and logically. Don't jump to simple conclusions and simple action. People would think that you're not matured. Just try to think as an adult and be rational next time aite? I also have problems, but to me it's just the matter of What, How and When to settle the problems. Everybody makes mistakes once in a while. But since god blessed us as the utmost gratitude of being humans, we can actually learn from it. That doesn't mean that we change the nature of ourselves. We are created because we could actually make changes to the world and to do that we have to gradually change ourselves to a better person.

So what i can say to everybody and even myself is that nobody can avoid making mistakes. It's just the matter of how you learn from your mistakes. I've learn mine the hard way and i assumed that u've learn the hard way as it is right now.

If you hear people saying bad things about you, don't complain about it. Do something to yourself to prove that it is wrong. Show it; don't say it! Action speaks louder than words. That is why this issue has been dragged down until now since YOUR ACTION just unacceptable but it is still forgivable adn you still have a chance to come clean.

I love the quote by Vipin Sharma in Ratu Kepok's Blog:

"Always love the hearts that hurts you, but never hate the hearts that loves you"

Although it sound a bit mushy, but somehow it can also apple to u and everybody else for that matter. Because life is like a spiral *bak kate Mona Manja* The concept is still the same as life is like a circle, but you happen to realize that once you become successfull, u really become top of the tier, but once you fall down, u fall hard on your face until you feel like you can get up anymore and it takes a lot of effort to just rise up again. Just think about that girl. If we manage to improve ourselves little by little, day by day, Insyaallah, only good things will come our way."